14 weeks.

Wow! Am I really already 14 weeks? It's weird because the day-to-day goes by so slow but looking back I'm like, "Dang have I really been preganant for 3 1/2 months?!" Let me tell you why the day-to-day sucks. (complainer moment) You are sick every single day. You feel like you could run to the bathroom and throw up at any moment, not to mention your head is pounding which makes you even more nauseous. You sit inside on the couch all day because you don't feel well enough to go outside and if you do feel well enough to go on a walk so you can get some fresh air, you can't go far because you don't want to barf in front of people and scare them. So all in all, these past 3 months have been REALLY hard and somewhat depressing for me but it will all be worth it 6 months from now :)

Now that my rant is over, I can say that WE ARE HAVING A LITTLE BOY!!! That is so crazy to me. I was so convinced at the ultra sound that it was a girl. I just couldn't see myself as a mom to a little boy for some reason. So as soon as the little alien baby popped up on the screen, the doctor/gender specialist/whatever she is said, "Well I can already tell what it is!" and Jake and I were both like "BOY!" (My little sister Sierra came too so that was special) You could see very clearly that he was a boy and I immediately got teary eyed. So many happy thoughts ran through my head in that moment. I can't wait to be a mom to this little guy! Jake is so good with kids. He loves his niece and nephew so much so I can already picture how he will be with our son.

BABY IS THE SIZE OF: A lemon!

MATERNITY CLOTHES: Not yet but I wear leggings and sweats every day.

SLEEP: I sleep pretty good. I've been waking up at 6 every morning for the past few days when Jake does but then I fall back asleep when he leaves. I wake up with a pounding headache every morning so that's not fun.

BEST MOMENT OF THE WEEK: Hmm.. we had an appointment on Tuesday and got to hear the little guys heartbeat. Love that beautiful sound :)

MISS ANYTHING: I miss feeling decent enough to do things. I miss going outside haha.

FOOD CRAVINGS: Fried pickles and french onion soup.

ANYTHING MAKE YOU QUEASY: Broulims. The local super market here in Rexburg. I hate the smell. We now shop at Albertsons ;)

WEIGHT GAIN: 2 pounds since my last doctors appt. at 9 weeks.

STRETCH MARKS: Not yet.. I'm praying I don't get them ha

HAPPY OR MOODY: This week I would say I've been moody. Well not exactly moody just sad. Haha feeling down a lot instead of my normal happy self.

SYMPTOMS: Nausea (threw up an hour ago), headaches, frequent urination

LOOKING FORWARD TO: Feeling better! Feeling more energized!